I had been reading and editing the second part of LP Thoon’s Autobiography and I ended up going back to the first part to look more closely at the Ubai that ultimately helped him become enlightened: It was about a Skunk Vine. He had cleared a path for walking meditation, but the very next day a new skunk vine had begun to grow where it had already been cleared before. He saw that the cause of the skunk weed growing is in the bulb itself. Once the cause for becoming exists it is only a matter of the right circumstances — water, soil, sun, etc — for it to begin growing. Unless it is fully uprooted ,and the bulb destroyed, it will keep growing back anytime the circumstances for growth align. For him, he saw that this is the same with rebirth/becoming. As long as the root cause exists –desire — rebirths will occur when the circumstances are fertile. Only uprooting and destroying desire, the cause for becoming, is going to lead to cessation.
I think until I had my own snowflake realization, I couldn’t quite register the import of this Ubai. Now though, I see it much more clearly: The cause of a snowflake is the nature of water itself. All it takes are for the right conditions to come — temp, humidity, wind, etc and you get snow. Over and over the same drop of water can cycle through freeze and thaw. The particular shape of the snowflake depends on the environmental conditions that give it shape, but the tendency to arise as a flake–ceaselessly — is in the water.
The other day I was doing some volunteer work at a food bank. I started considering why some folks were on the receiving side of the line and others on the giving side. Fresh off of re-reading the skunk vine story, I began thinking in terms of core causes:
Why was there a food drive at all? Because 4E humans need 4e food to survive. This is common to all humans. Frankly it is common to all 4es, they tend to degrade and disaggregate and need continual ‘re-feeding’ to sustain a shape for any duration.
Why are there embodied humans in need of food? Because each of us was born from the desire to be/become, from our craving for satisfaction, from our belief that said satisfaction is to be found in the rupa world.
Already it was clear that the volunteers and the folks needing donations share fundamental core causes, though the details of their circumstances differed, so I pushed more on how these differences arise. I thought about the 8 worldly conditions. Now I have pushed on this topic a lot over the years and I have already considered how both impermanence, and the relativity of experiences, make these conditions a basic truth of the world. This basic nature of the world then is yet another shared core cause — if you are in this world, you are subject to this up/down, up/down cycle. Givers and receivers are just at different points in the cycle. My mom (who I was there volunteering with me) actually helped a lot calling out clear evidence of this shifting state; she commented, a bit critically, at folks driving through in fancy cars to pickup food and I saw that just because you could afford a Lexus yesterday it doesn’t mean you can afford groceries today.
Though in a single instant the givers and receivers may look worlds apart, the truth is we are sharing the same core causes of being there — we all keep becoming, and once we have become we need food, and upon becoming we will cycle between states of abundance and scarcity. What we share –whether we are in a high point, or at a low point – is the cycle of being and becoming in this world. What motivates becoming, hunger (desire). Hunger is dukkha. Once we become, we must labor for survival. Labor, struggle, is dukkha. What is the cycle of abundance and poverty, just states where there is more and less dukkha. What do we all share? We share the truth of this world, we share dukkha.
